I’ve been so busy with so much this week. I feel like my head is about to explode!
1. Got soon to be ex-husband to finally move out and into his own place.
2. Soon to be ex-husband, is not taking this whole divorce business too great. He spend two days constantly calling to rip me a new one. He has calmed down now, but did let me know today that he relapsed last night (cocaine) and wants me to deal with all his mental bullshit. I refuse to. However, I do want him to do well for the sake of himself and our kids. I don’t wish him harm. He’s beating himself up now, but seems to be headed in the right direction again. Which is good.
3. He also wants me to help him set up his utilities and what not for his new apartment. He has never done this kind of shit, since I’ve always been the one to take care of it all in the past 19 years we have been together. Fucking fine! I’ll help a bit, but he really needs to learn how to do this stuff for himself.
4. Now my youngest is running a fever and I think she may have the flu. Boo!!
5. I have a big test on Monday and I have got to study my ass off this weekend. College is hard y’all!
Even though I am going nuts with so much shit going on, I am feeling pretty good about my decisions. I know I will make it through this and will come out a better person in the end.
